I have seen the dark side of my soul.
There was a blackness I did not know.
I thought I was whole.
New discoveries about the world
Brought this all about.
I had to look deeper to find the source
Of the pain and blockages.
I was seeking the start of the pain.
I did not want to face
What I had done to myself.
I had to look deep within with force
For this massive healing to begin.
It is not a sin to be self destructive.
There are lessons to be learned
With each new self-discovery.
I have turned and face the pain.
Facing the deepest source of the cause
Of all of this pain and self destruction.
I have discovered how to set my soul free.
Addictions take time to heal.
Understanding where and why, they appear
Helps one to heal these behaviors.
It is a lesson in self discipline and willpower.
One that I pray I win.
I have discovered the source of the pain
That was my place to begin.
The healing has started.
I realize it will take my all to overcome
The almost life long addictions
I have to face.
I realize it will take all my self-discipline, faith, will, and force.
I know I can do it with all the help of the angels and ascending masters.
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